Dax – “Depression” (Official Music Video)

Dax – “Depression” (Official Music Video)

Lyrics
I can’t find myselfI get lost inside my brainI think I might need help, mmBut I pushed all of ’em awayI took the cards they dealtAnd there’s nothin’ I can changeSo, when I’m by myselfI just pray for brighter days
Sometimes I sit, and I reminisce ’bout the good timesWish I could get those backI keep on runnin’ these races that go in my mindAnd they go on these tracksI’m not ready to erase all my memoriesHmm, I fight depression and I let it get the best of meNow there’s nowhere to run, nowhere to goLook around, there’s liquor bottles all on the floorFillin’ up the space inside my heart and my homeDrownin’ out these thoughts until they leave me alone
I can’t find myselfI get lost inside my brainThink I might need helpBut I pushed all of ’em awayI took the cards they dealtAnd there’s nothin’ I can changeSo, when I’m by myselfI just pray for brighter days
These thoughts are drainin’ all my energyI try to tell ’em to God, they said, “I’m goin’ insane”And then they recommended therapyAnd I go and talk to a man who’s gettin’ paid to explainHe started sayin’ that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
Ain’t connectin’ to accomplishments associated with movin’ onAll in life and passive things in life, my heart cannot containSo that happiness won’t sustainAnd he read me my optionsHe said, “Here goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal”And they don’t know how I feel
I can’t find myself (I can’t find myself)I get lost inside my brainThink I might need help (think I might need help)But I pushed all of ’em awayI took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)And there’s nothin’ I can changeSo, when I’m by myself (when I’m by myself)I just pray for brighter days
Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave ’em to float?I’ve got all of my flaws livin’ inside of this boatI’ve been anchored in pain, the weight is makin’ me chokeIt’s gettin’ harder to breathe, it’s pullin’ right at my throatI’ve been hopin’ for change, but don’t know how to restartThey say you ain’t a man when you’re exposin’ your heartThen they say you insane until it tears you apartAnd then it cuts you so deep, and they can tell by the scars
We can only see change when we accept who we areTry to run from the shame, and you will never get farDon’t you bottle the pain and live your life in the darkYou’re meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a starDon’t you ever tell yourself that your depressionIs the reason you won’t make it or that happiness is not in your cardsWith our God, you can beat all the oddsKeep your faith, and you’ll never be lost and say
I can’t find myselfI get lost inside my brainThink I might need help (I think I might need help)But I pushed all of ’em away (I pushed all of them away)I took the cards they dealtAnd there’s nothin’ I can changeSo, when I’m by myselfI just pray for brighter days

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